HI EVERYONE
TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME AND KNOW ME WELL THINK I HAVE ALL THIS ENERGY AND VITALITY FOR LIFE ..........
I'M HERE TODAY TO TELL EVERYONE WHO I LOVE THAT I'M A PHONY YES A PHONY , MY WHOLE LIFE LEADING UP TO NOW IS SMOKE AND MIRRORS , MY ENERGY I GET IS FROM CAFFEINE I'M A CAFFEINE HO .IT KEEPS ME FROM SLEEP ,I YELL AT MY KIDS IF THINGS ARE NOT IN ITS PLACE ,( OCD) AND I REALLY AM IN NEED OF THERAPY FROM A FIGHT I HAD WITH MY SISTER A YEAR AGO , SHE HURT ME DEEPLY BY THE WORDS AND ACTIONS , SO I HAVE MADE A CONCISE DECISION TO QUIT ALL OF IT AND CONCENTRATE ON MY SELF TO SEE IF I CAN LIVE A LIFE WITHOUT ALL THIS PAIN AND NEGATIVE ENERGY I HAVE BROUGHT UPON MY SELF BY EATING SHIT I KNOW IS NOT GOOD FOR ME AND MY ENDO ( THAT'S WHAT I WILL BE WRITING FROM NOW ON INSTEAD OF ENDOMETRIOSIS !!
I WAS GOING TO WAIT TILL RYAN LEFT TO LEAVE FOR 90 DAYS , BUT I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN TODAY I'M GOING TO START TOMORROW
AS OF 8.AM TOMORROW I WILL BE STARTING MY NEW LIFESTYLE CHANGE
I AM FULLY ON TRACK TO A NEW WAY OF EATING I'M SIC OF BEING IN PAIN AND IF THIS CAN HELP I'M GOING TO BE AN AMAZING MUM AND A BEAUTIFUL PERSON THAT I KNOW EVERYONE THINKS I AM . BUT NEED TO BEL IVE FOR MYSELF PLEASE HELP ME ON MY JOURNEY BY READING MY BLOG AND COMMENTS ARE MUCH NEED !
RYAN LEAVES IN LESS THEN 2 WEEKS , AND I'M GOING TO NEED YOU GUYS TO HELP ME GET THREW THIS .. LOVE YOU ALL WHO ARE READING THIS SILLY BLOG ON MY SILLY /CRAZY /FANTASTIC / LIFE
A LIST OF SHIT I HAVE RIGHT NOW TO DEAL WITH ;
BLOATED
BELLY IN PAIN
HEADACHE
INSOMNIA
BACK ACHE
ANXIETY
MOODY
NO ENERGY
OCD
MAKING EXCUSES TO REALLY EXCISES
THIS IS JUST A FEW OF THE THINGS I WONT TO PUT OUT THERE , LOL
SO THREW THIS JOURNEY I'M GOING TO BLOG ABOUT MY EXPERIENCE WITH DEALING WITH THE KIDS LIFE MY FOOD , COST OF LIVING WITH EATING ALL THIS FOOD I'M NOT REALLY SURE ABOUT AN DIM GOING TO READ AND FOLLOW THE BOOK THAT WAS GIVING TO ME BY A GREAT FRIEND " THE KIND DIET " , BY ALICIA SILVERSTONE
WISH ME LUCK , LOVE YOU ALL
If anyone can do it YOU CAN!! I am so proud of you, I will be cheering you on all the way - you have my support 200% I am gonna get Leon to buy the book on Thursday so I can follow your progress.........time to flirt baby! Love you! xoxoxo
ReplyDeleteTHANKS THERESA , YOUR SO WONDERFUL AND LOVING A AMAZING SISTER AND FRIEND , MY LIFE IS ALWAYS GREAT KNOWING YOU ARE IN IT AND I CAN CALL YOU ANYTIME AND NIGHT !xxx
ReplyDeleteAwwwe right back at ya babe!! How's day 1 treating you?
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